A classic example of my inertia to read my Psychology book for tomorrow exam is a good example how I used to post pone the opportunities and regret on the loss derived upon such action.
Day before yesterday I thought I read fully and live upto my plans. The day started with normal wake up time at 8.30am and spent without noticing how the time is ticking. At 10.30 I thought, decided to work on "The Market Study" as I usually do. I took an hour and started for dental hospital for consultation on Hema's RCT. then went to IDBI bank took some time in the bank and went to Axis with draw 1200 but I thought, drawing 12000/-. ( THERE IS LACK OF COORDINATION IN MY PLAN AND EXECUTION). We went to petrol pump and filled for 100/- then came to house at 1.30pm.
I decided to get my shoes and chappal get repaired, a long pending work. My wife and I spent an hour in the hot sun came back at 2.50pm then decided to work the polish part. At 3.40 we had our lunch.I took some nap got up by 4.30 and worked on the Market study up to 6.40pm. (I FAILED TO PRIORITIZE THE WORK AND THE HOUR VALUE. THE IMPORTANT WORK WAS DELAYED AND THE MEAN JOB WAS COMPLETED). INTERESTING FACT IS I AM OBSERVING THE HOUR PASSAGE OUT MY HANDS.
I went to railway station and see-off my children and Hema going by Nagawali express by 9.30 pm. I returned home at 10.50pm. I saw the TV and spend the Bhakti TV running up-to 12.15am. ( I AM STILL COUNTING...THE OPPORTUNITY).
VERY INTERESTING POSTPONEMENT MADE FOR NEXT DAY.
Today started at 8 am and the day passed by taking to Hema, Jani, Jagadeesh. I saw some time TV and intermittently focussed on making my 4 glass of team. I SAW MY PAY SLIP FOR SOME TIME.
I could see the time at 8, 9.2, 10.10,10.20, 11.35. I WANTED TO START MY STUDY AFTER PRAYER. I took bath, had puja and continued my postponement. At 1.20 i took my old papers for focussed study.
Them my land lord came and varnished to the door with his helper. 2.20pm. then I took time to see IPL and news up to 4.45
I worked on Market study published the blog and created "MARKET MANAGEMENT PSYCHOLOGY" worked upto 7.15pm. I had some tea, saw TV- surfing- one Telugu film and Shaan till now,9.05pm.
Now decided to publish the passage to time and managing to postpone the important work. THE PSYCHOLOGY BEHIND SUCH POSTPONEMENT----WANTED TO WRITE WELL, NEED GOOD MARKS FOR THE Phd PROGRAMME. SO APPEAR NEXT TIME WITH PREPARATION.
BEING BEST, BE THE BEST ATTITUDE- A MASK TO GET OUT OF THE CURRENT PRESSURE TO ACCEPT THE CHALLENGES.
DREAMING OF BRIGHT FUTURE AND LEAVING THE PRESENT SITUATION.
SEEKING HELP FOR SYMPATHY.
BNR
